very bad experience

last year, in these dates, I had a terrible situation of spirit.

just in half an hour, all of my life was changed.

about one and half year, I thought I'm the blestest person in the world. but I was wrong just for half an hour; just for this.

after half an hour, I understood I was wrong and all of thing was just a sweet dream that I made it for myself.

a person who was telling me all of the time: "I love you", left me alone with a lot of sweet dreams and told me: "God bye forever. be lucky". just this, without special reasons, without just one reason that could convince me.

a person with a poor willpower; a person with a strong claim. for these reason, I appreciate my GOD, because he helped me to rid this situation and next situations after it. thanks my GOD very much.

do you want to know what were the reasons of this person?

do you want to know?

these are things that were told me:

1- I had a blue ring in my marriage finger.

2- those days, I didn't have a special job. just sometimes I worked as a typist and no more and this person knew it. (but today I work as a typist, I teach computer to kids and maybe I can teach english language to kids and for these things I appreciate my GOD a lot, because he changed my life in a real and true way. thank you so much).

3- my family didn't have a big house in a best place of the city.

4- my father was retired and didn't work those days but now he has a big store for himself and works in it. (for this thing, I appreciate my GOD too. thank you so much)

I don't remember any more reason.

do you think, it is enough for ending a relation that suppose it's very strong and nobody can't disturb it? I don't say it, the person who ended it, said it all of the time and couldn't defend me against family.

until now, I'm thinking it some times; thinking to real reasons but I can't find them. do you know what they are? can you tell me?

I had a very bad experience and I don't want to repeat it; for this reason, I decide to not get married until I gain every things I need in my life and until I can find a person who wants me just for myself, not for my social rank of my family, not for my money, not for my pretty, not for nothing; just for myself; just this. and I think there isn't such as this person. do you think there is?

I think all of the people need to another person just for themselves not for himself or herself. do you agree with me?

for this time, it's my belief, maybe the time change it. I don't know.

I have a bad memory about this matter until yet.