hello hello hello hello

today was second session of my English class.
it was so good.
we laugh a lot with each other, with my students.
but one thing bother me.
the manager of the institute wasn't such as another time that I saw him. and I don't know why. but I think because he had class and must come out between his class and he was in hurry. I think it was reason of that behavior. what do you think?

thanks for your suggestion

it is a good suggestion. thank you Faezeh.
I just had one session until now. last Wednesday.
at first I didn't know what I should tell for starting. finally I started with introducing my self.
we continued until we reached a part of book that it needed tape.
we had a cassette player. it was CD Player, Cassette Player and Radio. about 30 minutes, me and my students tried to turn it on with Cassette mode. after we succeeded to find it, we couldn't find our request track. but when time of our class was over, we succeeded to find it :) but time was over.

hooray

finally, I could be an English teacher.
hooray.
thanks my GOD.
thanks.
I love you.
today, a person said me I can teach English to kids.
it was best news that I may hear.
I don't know what I should say.
I'm so glad.
it was so good news.
is there any one that can tell me congratulation?
I love my GOD.

first day

today, we start first session of our work group.
it seemed to be good.
please pray for us to succeed and reach to our goal.
thank you.

memorable sentence

last nigh, I was reading a good book that I suddenly confronted a memorable sentence. it had a deep meaning. the sentence was this:
"It’s hard to relax when you’re trying to cram so much information into your brain.
But keep in mind that you should try not to make this experience about how a software
program works; instead, make it about how you work with the software."
I think it's not just about a software, it can be about everything in the life. what's your idea about it?
and I read another sentence that I think it had a memorable meaning too. it was this:
"Keep in mind that the computer you’ll be using for 3D work is nothing more
than a tool. You run it; it doesn’t run you."
I think they are fantastic sentences with a deep meaning.
Read them, not once, for more than three times. try it. maybe they can change your mind.think about them deeply when you are alone.
be happy.

I'm so happy

it's a best things that you hear a terrific news when you don't wait for it.
thanks my GOD. thanks my friend.
thanks a lot.
be happy ever and ever.

no friend

today, I search all of my mind for finding a real friend who I can talk to her but I couldn't find any person.
what a bad world we have. what a bad world...

be happy

be happy not just for yourself, maybe for the others...

a friend needs help...

hi every one. I know a person that she really needs help for her life. a few years ago, she got married, she and her husband love each other but their life is too onerous. they live in hired house and her husband works where he hasn't gotten his salary for 5 months. they don't need that a person give them money, they need a job which they can gain money for living. is there any person that can help them and their life? do you know how they can find a good job? if you know, please help them, just with a recommend not more and just for GOD. if you can, please don't spare to help. I know you can; I know you are an excellent person. be success in all your life. thank you so much.

thank you so much my friend

I owe a thank to a friend for following my blog and being worry about me and giving an idea for writing to me.
therefore, thank you Faeze. thanks.

...

I want to write but I don't know where I can start from.
I don't know. I thought a lot, but I didn't know what I should write. if any person has subject tell me to write about it. I don't remember any subject for writing.

lonely life

it's very bad situation in life that there isn't any honest person, any real friend, that you can talk with him/her without any wall; you can talk with him/her face to face, talk clearly, talk easily, with a relax mind while you will be sure that he/she doesn't say these things to another person. I think there isn't any person for this subject. do you think there is?

tonight was't good night

I think I wasn't a good student tonight. because I spoke very very few. I spoke insufficient. I wasn't a good student tonight. I don't like myself. because whenever I must show myself, I can't. but why?
I didn't have a good feel. it's a one reason for this matter and another mater I think it's this thing that my sister is my classmate. I don't know why this thing worry me but I know I'm worry about this thing.
my GOD, please help me. I need your help. please help me. I need calm. I need calm. I need calm. I miss it, please return it to me. I need it. help me. I need it. I can't do anything without it therefore, please help me. please.

look at around yourself

have you ever attended around yourself?
have you ever seen the people carefully?
what have you seen?
why aren't the people kind and friend with each others?
why don't they love each others?
why do they fight with each others?
we have a lot of place for living but why we want to live in place that the other persons live there?
I have a lot of "WHY"s in my mind but I don't have any answer for them.
is there any person can help me?
is there?
I don't think so there is any person.
I don't think so.

tired spirit

My spirit is so tired. I think.

very bad experience

last year, in these dates, I had a terrible situation of spirit.

just in half an hour, all of my life was changed.

about one and half year, I thought I'm the blestest person in the world. but I was wrong just for half an hour; just for this.

after half an hour, I understood I was wrong and all of thing was just a sweet dream that I made it for myself.

a person who was telling me all of the time: "I love you", left me alone with a lot of sweet dreams and told me: "God bye forever. be lucky". just this, without special reasons, without just one reason that could convince me.

a person with a poor willpower; a person with a strong claim. for these reason, I appreciate my GOD, because he helped me to rid this situation and next situations after it. thanks my GOD very much.

do you want to know what were the reasons of this person?

do you want to know?

these are things that were told me:

1- I had a blue ring in my marriage finger.

2- those days, I didn't have a special job. just sometimes I worked as a typist and no more and this person knew it. (but today I work as a typist, I teach computer to kids and maybe I can teach english language to kids and for these things I appreciate my GOD a lot, because he changed my life in a real and true way. thank you so much).

3- my family didn't have a big house in a best place of the city.

4- my father was retired and didn't work those days but now he has a big store for himself and works in it. (for this thing, I appreciate my GOD too. thank you so much)

I don't remember any more reason.

do you think, it is enough for ending a relation that suppose it's very strong and nobody can't disturb it? I don't say it, the person who ended it, said it all of the time and couldn't defend me against family.

until now, I'm thinking it some times; thinking to real reasons but I can't find them. do you know what they are? can you tell me?

I had a very bad experience and I don't want to repeat it; for this reason, I decide to not get married until I gain every things I need in my life and until I can find a person who wants me just for myself, not for my social rank of my family, not for my money, not for my pretty, not for nothing; just for myself; just this. and I think there isn't such as this person. do you think there is?

I think all of the people need to another person just for themselves not for himself or herself. do you agree with me?

for this time, it's my belief, maybe the time change it. I don't know.

I have a bad memory about this matter until yet.

another time, thanks my GOD

today, I have a great time.

I have a entrance exam for teaching english to kids.

I must play theater because my students will be kids under 10 or 11 year old.

I thought it must be a difficult because I hadn't done any things like this before.

moreover, last night, I couldn't sleep enough and I was so tired.

but I wanted to gain this job and in the morning, when I was going to the institute I told my GOD: "dear Lord! I need your help for another time such as all of the time. please help me. I need it."

and now I know that only person can help me all of the time, he is just my GOD without any expectance and for this reason and many other reason, I appreciate my GOD very much.

thanks a lot.

Been or not Been

to night, one person wanted me for being with him. I liked to be with him because I thought he could be a good friend, he could help me and listen me, but I couldn't accept your request. he seem a good person but I wans't sure. I didn't know anything special about him, I knew him just for one day and tree times talking with phone and a few days sending some message. just this and no more. I didn't have enough time to spend for a new one that need all of my time. I didn't want to start a new friendship that went to unknown goal. finally I decided to stop this matter at the begining of way. because I think it's better and easier than future. therefore I said to him, sorry, I can't continue, please try to find a real friend for yourself, I can't be a good friend for you. I have a tired soul. I have a lot of problem that I can't tell you them.

I think sometimes, the people don't be shame about saying some things because maybe it depends on all of their life and they must be brave and say their words because this way is more easier than saying "Sorry".

honesty is most important matter in life.

thanks my GOD that gifted me this present.

I always respect my GOD because he's just one that always is closely of me and listen me and help me and guide me and love me.

I love my GOD and I always appreciate him.

he is the best friend of me.

Thank you so much.

except my GOD

I think there isn't any thing in the world except my GOD and I'm sure that's enough for all the life. what do you think?

real LOVE

do you know what's the real love?

can you explain it?

I don't know what it is exactly. most of the people say that they are really lover but when they must side their beloved, they never are. what are the signs of a lover? what does she/he do? when must she/he be present surely? when must a lover defend a beloved against the other persons' words or acts? which situation or which time mustn't a lover drop alone a beloved? and more other questions...

can you answer these question? do you know, when, where, why?

do you know when a person tells the other person: "I love you", what does it mean? is it possible to understand if she/he really has fallen in love or just say a words? how can a person understand this words is true and it's from depth of heart or just a word on a tongue?

I don't know and I hope so there is a person can answer these questions and questions such as these right.

I hope to be happy all the time in your life.

very good news...

I'm very happy for hearing a very good news in this morning.

I can continue to teach kids and I love this job. thanks my GOD. thanks. I don't know what can I say. just I tell to my GOD, thank you so much.

do you want movies?

hi my friend

if you want any below movies, at first order them by email the name of the movies you want and after that I say you cost of them and when you pay it, I send for you your movies. attention don't be forget to say, you want them on a CD or a DVD.

language of all of these movies are English.

list of Movies:

1. Veronica decide to die(2009)
2. The boys are back(2009)
3. The hurt locker(2009)
4. 2012
5. Nostradamus 2012
6. Burn after reading
7. City of angel
8. Orphan
9. An old-fashioned thanks giving
10. 27 Dresses

there are more than these Movies. I write their names in another time.

list of Cartoons:

1. Shrek the Third
2. Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs
3. Sub Soroud Christmas 2009
4. Coraline
5. Horton hears a who
6. G-Force
7. Nine
8. Where The Wild Things Are
9. A Bug's Life
10. Animal Farm
11. Ant Z
12. Cars 1
13. cars 2
14. Ice age 1
15. Ice age 2
16. Ice Age Dawn of the Dinosaurs
17. Madagascar 1
18. Madagascar 2
19. Over the Hedge
20. The Ant Bully
21. The Simpsons Movie
22. Toy Story 1
23. Toy Story 2
24. Monsters vs Aliens
25. Shrek Forever After

there are more than these Cartoons. I write their names in another time.

and if you want another movie or cartoons, say me, maybe I have been them and I can sent them for you.

be happy in all your life.

I don't know why...

today I had english class and for another time I saw my previous teacher and for another time she didn't happy when I said her hello. I don't know why. I don't know what is reason of this her manner; I cann't understand. but I think she just behave with me this way and for this reason I cann't accept her manner because I think it's not true way for connecting the people.

but tonight I don't have good feeling and I don't know why it too. can you help me. can you talk with me till my feeling become better? can you?

if you can, please don't wast time and help me very soon. please. I need help. if there is any person, please answer me. I need to speak someone. is there any person?

I wait for you. please help me. please talk with me. just for some minutes. please.

yesterday night

yesterday night, a person talked to me about lonely. he said: "I'm very alone; I don't have any friend; most of the friends sell me against a few money; ...".

I don't know he said true or no; but I accepted his words and talked with him about my GOD; about my kind GOD; said him about how much my God is clement; is blithe; is merciful; is comkpliant; and is amiable. I talked just about my GOD and about this thing that, my GOD is best friend and there isn't any friend better than him. and I love him.

I don't know he could understand my sense or no, but I hope so he can understand, because if we can fine our GOD in a real way, he is enough for all of our life and after that we find him, we can find everything we want and we can gain them.

be happy all of the existents who live in the world.

another exam...

today I had another exam. It's so easy. but I hadn't studied hard.

I love to accept for this exam. I think I answered good.

another time, I need your praying.

thanks a lot.

thanks.

it wasn't good...

Today, I had an exam. I study it, but I think I don't study very well, because I think it wasn't good.

I hope pass the exam. I hope. please pray for me.

Thanks. Thanks. Thanks.

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I forgot what I wanted to say...

rain

From last night untill tonight, it is raining.
It's very beautiful. Sounds great. perfect.
Sound of rain is calmative.
I hope, It rain more than now. more and more. till it wash all of bad things. till the sun is able to shine more beautiful than before. till all of the people are able to love together without money, without rank, without nothing, just for themselves, just this.
I love my God.
I love raining.
I love sound of raining.
I love all of things and nothings. I love this.

kids

Unlike most of the people that they aren't patient with kids, I love to be with kids and I prefer it to be with adults...

Thanks my God

Thanks my God
Thanks my God
Thanks my God
Just...
Thanks my God

I don't know

I really don't know why the people afraid of talking; why they escape from it. do you know why?
yesterday, I was somewhere that a person said me: "I'm not here tomorrow. please come here and do works instead of me."
I accepted it but I said her: "I don't know what I should do. please say me everything I must do that."
I requested her this thing more than 3 times. but she didn't say me all of the things. she just said me head of works without details.
And today I was mistake just because I didn't know rules of their work.
Really, why do the people afraid of talking? why do they escape from it? why?
Do you know the answer of this question?

suddenly

I was always searching him; every time; every where; but I couldn't find him.
until today; at noon...
while I didn't think him; while I didn't search him; while I was in my thoughts; suddenly he appeared in front of my eyes, without I want; I saw him;
but... but... but such as always he didn't see me;
he didn't see me,... such as always...

Coffee house

Is there any person that who know, how much money need for opening a small coffee shop? (suppose that we don't need to buy or rent a store, we suppose that we have a small store and we just need to decorate it and buy equipment for it)
Is there anyone?
If you are there and if you can help me, please help me, can you?

less important

I think I'm very less important for every one.
when I'm at home and I talk with my mother, father, sister and brother, at first, I think they listen to me, but in fact they don't listen to me, because they interrupt my talking and talk together.
when I'm with my friends, it's not very important that I am or I am not.
when I'm in my english class, my teacher never attention to me and in my class I think I am a ghost that nobody doesn't see me.
I less important for every one except my God.
I just have my God. just my God. just he listens to me; talks with me; attentions to me and ...
I just have my God.
I love my God.

bike riding

after 2 month, I went bike riding for 5 hours yesterday.
it was very interesting.
I love my bike...

foreign language

I think most of the people prefer to speak with their mother languages and they don't like to speak with a foreign language; therefore when a person speak them with a foreign language, they don't answer to him/her. what's your idea? do you agree with me?...

real friend

I have a lot of friends.
but I think I don't have any real friend.
how about you?

my first post

hi
I'm a human such as you but not exactly like you.
there is a big difference between you and me.
I just exactly similar myself.
I want to talk about everything in this blog.
I talk about: what I'd seen; what I'd heard; what I'd known and about my sense in some situation.
I want to ask you my questions; and If you have a question, surely I answer it, if I know its answer.
and briefly it should be better I say: I want to talk about everything you think or you don't think.
have a good time.
be happy.